Scattered Through The Pages

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Looking through my own journals I’m overcome with waves of emotion from the last few years. Hate, love, sorrow, hope and exhaustion plagued the workings of my mind so forcefully and so thoroughly. I feel so much in such a little slice of time that I find myself nearing the self destruct button over and over and over again.

Let’s be honest, some of the entries here, let alone my personal journal frustrate me in their lack of or over absorption of depth. That’s okay though. It’s personal growth. Inner evolution, if you will. I can accept my useless blabber because I understand it differently.

I remember feeling so incredibly down for such a long period of time that I just could not take it. I suffered horribly and mostly silently. It was only through half suppressed tears and scribbles on paper that it showed. If my journals could talk they would probably tell you that my words simply screamed ‘help me’ across each and every page.

Like i said though, it wasn’t all bad. I had moments of hype, moments of absolute bliss. They inevitably came crashing down harshly around me, but they were there.

I’m not sure why I’m saying any of this, or if any of you care, but I just felt like I needed to. I needed to get a few thoughts out there.

 

Angelina Rosa, writing diligently for you, Writingdilegently

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Thought Fragments VI

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I have come to a point where I no longer judge age by years but by knowledge and experience. For you to justify a right by how old you are physically does nothing but speak poorly to your actual percentage if life lived. You have people who are wise beyond their years. By far these are the oldest souls. They have probably seen a lot and been through a lot. Or at least enough to know the difference between up and down.

– Writingdilegently

Points to life

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Wake up- 100 points
Brush your teeth – 50 points
Shower – 200 points
Remember to tie your shoes – 50 points
Stay awake during class- 1000 points
Not hit that guy with your car – 1000
Hold a door open- 1000
Love yourself- 2000
Respect yourself- 1500
Stand up for something you believe in- 10000

– Writingdilegently